I finally made time to paint my nails today. It’s been so long since I’ve painted them, that they look weird to me now… The last time I painted them I had long braided pigtails and went to the beach. Today I had goosebumps every time I stepped outside.
Today I fought with Scott a lot. 95.5% because I was a bitch and 4.5% because he said the wrong things. He keeps barking at me to get a Halloween costume, but he can’t understand that I can’t just buy a costume in a bag. My body is so non-standard, I feel like. I’m like, between sizes and don’t know what will fit, and if I like something, it seems to only comes in size Small. So frustrating. Not to mention that my ginormous tits won’t just squeeze into any old costume, even if it fits me everywhere else. Ughh.
Fuck, I feel so annoying today. Hahaha, I need to get laid godammit. Scott went home. And here I sit. Bitchy as hell, for no apparent reason. FUCKING TODAY, DAMMIT.
SHIT! I just remembered that tomorrow is my mom’s birthday! I have not gotten her anything! I suck! FUCK FUCK FUCK!